i haven't been posting a lot lately. i've been busy with work because of month-end and since i'm going home next week, i'd have to at least clean-up my open items so that there's not much issues while i'm away!

anyhow. i miss blogging. :)

last night i had a how i met your mother marathon. i'm almost done with season two and damn, that show's just...wait- wait for it...legendary! haha. i wish i had friends like that...i mean, my friends are still with me right now but we're all drifting apart. i miss how it was back in college when everything was so fun and we all knew what was going on with each other. we don't share the same interests anymore, we've gotten used to just being fine by ourselves..things like that. i guess that's the main reason why i like the show. they remind me of my friends back when we were all so close and cool. hehe. now we're uncool. we're old.

anyhow, i'm not old. everyone else is growing old but me. hehe. i can't wait to go home to rest. one week without work will be a blast! i am expecting a blast! hehe. i'll see my friends in cebu again...catch up on things. i don't know if it's mean or what but i feel bad when all we can say to each other is "how are you?", "what's up?"...questions that show that they don't know anything about you anymore. time and distance breaks bonds! but that's not something we can do anything about. if we want to keep the connection, both sides have to put in a lot of effort. that's why i really appreciate those who treat me like i've never been away. we just go crazy like the old days without asking what was. get what i mean?

damn, i'm excited!

i'm no longer in the mood for work right now but i still have 4 hours to go. hehe. oh well, gotta work hard! :)

i really need to fix my sleeping time. i got home at 3 AM yesterday (early this morning rather) and instead of going directly to sleep, because i was so full from the pizza, i watched a japanese movie called "sad vacation" instead. i liked the movie a lot...so i finished it at exactly 6AM! now i'm already awake because i don't want to be late - there's so many things to do in the office.

but i'm still very sleepy..:( i might get myself some gloria jeans later - i only have 500 pesos remaining for the week before i die of starvation...oh well, i guess this is a blessing in disguise. it's called "forced" diet. hehehe. i gained weight during the weekend! i hate it. @.@

and then I'm back in Cebu again. hehe! gotta work hard! :)

i am coming up with a new blog again. watch for it soon!

p.s.
not abandoning multiply though. i love it here.

haha. i was going through my old blog posts (from 3 years ago) and i was quite poetic back then. hahahaha. how come i'm not like that anymore? tsk!

http://jekert.multiply.com/journal/item/285/ugg
http://jekert.multiply.com/journal/item/326/yawyaw
http://jekert.multiply.com/journal/item/325/itum
http://jekert.multiply.com/journal/item/323/ako_nag-inusara
http://jekert.multiply.com/journal/item/302/lame
http://jekert.multiply.com/journal/item/279/live_and_love_life.
http://jekert.multiply.com/journal/item/315/empty_recycle_bin
http://jekert.multiply.com/journal/item/327/535

ok i realized these were from the times when i was an ulipon sa gugmang gi-ats. hahaha. love can after all make you do wonders, even turn you into a poet. pwet. paet. pakset. pakshet. haha. adik.

i also like to blog because it helps me organize my thoughts. it helps keep me grounded to my dreams. it helps me escape from the realities of the world. it helps me practice my english. it makes me act like a crazy person talking to myself. but by talking to myself, i'm also talking to you. or is it the other way around? yep, it's the other way around. by talking to you through my blog, i'm also talking to myself. and i like talking to myself. especially when no one likes to talk to me. haha.

i'm just babbling away. i should be dozing off in a few minutes.

i like blogging. just so.

photo credits - oh! it's mine. jekert gwapo @ flickr

...i'd be drinking a warm cup of coffee right now

...i'd be catching up on my pending japanese series while drinking that cup of coffee

...or i'd be finishing the wind up bird chronicle while drinking that cup of coffee

...a tuna sandwich would go well with that cup of coffee

...it's drizzling outside and it's the perfect time to drink that cup of coffee

...if only it wasn't 4 in the morning

...it would have been ok but i have to go to work tomorrow

...so i need to sleep

...if only tomorrow was a holiday!!!

...i will just dream of coffee

...pagchur

...

need to listen to some relaxing music. hehe. not really relaxing but one that calms my soul. nyahahaha.

oh man, when will we ever free ourselves of debts. :(

i'm determined to clear all of my family's debts so that they can start a better life. i don't know why but i really do feel obligated to improve their current situation. it's tough but i'm trying to be positive about it. i know i can do it..it will take time but i should be able to do it. i feel a little bad because this means delaying my dreams for quite some time but i have dreams for them too. life will be tough for the next few years but it's something i have to face head on.

bantay lang ka mga utanga ka, giatay ka!

i've been reading too much murakami, my dreams are heavily influenced by the books i'm currently reading (the wind up bird chronicle and after dark). but i like it, if only i could write well, i would be able to come up with my own books. hehe. based on my dreams that is. they're very interesting! hmm.

it was both weird and scary. and you know how they say that if you tell people your dreams, they won't come true? so i'm gonna try to tell you guys what it was about so that it really won't come true.

i was with some high school friends back in manila to celebrate the birthday of one of my high school classmates. we were in this car right and then all of a sudden, it was announced in the news that a certain country was going to bomb manila. it felt so real and everyone was in panic when we started seeing war planes flying all over the city. for some reason, our government did not object to the bombing, not even putting up a fight against those war planes. this was something our government didn't have any say in. it seemed like our government was being punished for something although i don't know what. anyhow, so what happened was that our car was stuck in traffic because of the panic. although the government didn't put up a fight, they tried their best to locate where the bomb will be dropped to avoid casualties. so here we were, trying to run away from the place mentioned in the news as the "hot spot". the bad thing was that when the time came for the bomb to be dropped, we were in the car, trailing the end of a long traffic jam and the bomb was going to be dropped right behind us. i told my friends to get out of the car and run for it but for some reason, they just stayed there. when the bomb was finally dropped (it was just one big bomb in the form of a big bullet), it didn't go off right away. there was an interval of 2-3 minutes in which we would have time to escape. i tried convincing my friends to run away but they seemed frozen from fear. so i opened the door of the car and ran away myself - just in time for the bomb to not only explode, but flew right into the car where my friends were and exploded there!!! it looked like some "kwitis" as it flew towards the car. i didn't look at it because i didn't want to see my friends die..i ran away as far as i could without looking back. i was crying because i tried to save my friends but i couldn't. after around 20 minutes, i went back to the scene and the car was a wreck. i looked at the skies and the war planes are still there but there seemed to be no more harm since they were only to drop one bomb. the weirdest thing was, they put the bodies of the victims of the bombing (my friends included..T.T) into hot air balloons, one for each person, and let it fly high into the sky. it was a very sad sight. and i was extremely sad because it seemed like i ran away from my friends. it was the birthday of one of them that day and instead of having a fun time celebrating that, it ended in tragedy. my dream ended with the government sending some entertainers to liven up the crowd - jollibee mascots, singers, basketball players, bands, everything. it just felt so wrong.

and then i woke up.

kapoy but yeah, i had fun working tonight though. i didn't notice time fly by...it's already 4:30 am and i just got home from work. it's ok - tomorrow, i'll be at my REAL home back in Cebu. hehe. i can't wait for Friday evening. :)

daremo inai.

boku dake.

shizuka na yoru ne.

ashita wa kuru.

neru toki.

ohayou.

i've been to the loo 5 times already since i woke up. i hate having an upset stomach - especially the one that makes you feel like pooping, but when you do poop, there's almost no poop coming out. sorry for the poop talk but i really hate this. i don't know what caused this, i'm guessing it's the tokneneng i ate at MOA yesterday. oh well, it might be absurd by i am looking at the bright side and considering this as a "blessing in disguise" which will help me lose weight. i'm just hoping some more poop will come out so that i can see some improvements. haha.

gtg back to the poop room.

i've been drinking for two straight nights! last friday evening, we were just at my place drinking red horse till 5AM. last night/morning, we were at al-bert's place drinking gilbeys, red horse and vodka until 6AM.

now, i'm a little concerned with my alcoholic body. haha. and i intently missed out on the physical exam! wtf!

i think i have to keep away from booze for at least 2 weeks. i'm still light-headed right now but i don't want to waste the rest of the day sleeping! if only hangovers didn't exist..hehe.

ok i get the message!

i've no money left. literally.

haha. this ones so cool! i was just searching for my name via google image and this link popped up! whaaat?? that's my picture right there. hahahaha.

http://www.thetechherald.com/article.php/200908/2979/Apple-refuses-App-Store-approval-for-South-Park

i'm a bit embarrased with my flickr username though. hahaha. whatever!

yehey, i know it's not all that but i'm still happy. level 3, here i come!!! :D

i hate it. there is no decent stream for any cebu fm station - i would even settle for the cheap ones, as long as i hear something from cebu!!!!!! :(

tsk.